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phantasmalrift2018-02-26 05:06 pm
beguiledcard) wrote in phantasmalrift2018-02-26 05:06 pm
we never had a choice; this world has too much noise
Who: Goro Akechi, Akira Kurusu, and Kurama
What: A date!
When: Feb. 27th
Where: Room 8
Warnings: mentions of suicide, murder, survivor's guilt, depression, PTSD
[ Valentine's Day had helped clear his head considerably...
Unfortunately, by the next day, his mind was back to the first day - Kurama overhearing one of Akira's darkest thoughts being shared with Prompto, the promise that he'd sit and have another talk with both boyfriends, attempted reassurances...
Things have been tense for him since then, but he's been doing what he'd said he needed to wait for the talk for; he's been sorting his thoughts, clearing his head the best he could... It hasn't been any definition of simple, but he's managed to prepare himself more than he was prepared for a talk of this nature.
And... maybe it's time to reveal the rest of the secrets - things only the people from his own timeline know about, in full detail. He's sure Goro has managed to make some guesses...
But... in any case, he's asked the two to meet him in room 8. He'll be lying down on the bed, feet on the floor, hands in pockets. It'll be immediately clear the meeting isn't for anything good - heh, but... they should already be aware it won't be. Today was the deadline, after all. ]
What: A date!
When: Feb. 27th
Where: Room 8
Warnings: mentions of suicide, murder, survivor's guilt, depression, PTSD
[ Valentine's Day had helped clear his head considerably...
Unfortunately, by the next day, his mind was back to the first day - Kurama overhearing one of Akira's darkest thoughts being shared with Prompto, the promise that he'd sit and have another talk with both boyfriends, attempted reassurances...
Things have been tense for him since then, but he's been doing what he'd said he needed to wait for the talk for; he's been sorting his thoughts, clearing his head the best he could... It hasn't been any definition of simple, but he's managed to prepare himself more than he was prepared for a talk of this nature.
And... maybe it's time to reveal the rest of the secrets - things only the people from his own timeline know about, in full detail. He's sure Goro has managed to make some guesses...
But... in any case, he's asked the two to meet him in room 8. He'll be lying down on the bed, feet on the floor, hands in pockets. It'll be immediately clear the meeting isn't for anything good - heh, but... they should already be aware it won't be. Today was the deadline, after all. ]
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Last time he heard that out of the redhead's mouth... Heh. His smile doesn't quite reach his eyes, but it is appreciative all the same. After holding a blink, he nods. Every part of him appreciates their words, and he nods. He places a kiss on both Kurama and Goro's cheeks, respectively - he has to lower his hand just a bit on the latter's cheek to manage it.
His thumb brushes over the skin beneath it afterwards. ]
All of that is the reason I fought so hard against what I was feeling. I knew, logically, that the ability I was given is useful... and yet...
[ A heavy sigh escapes. ]
I knew we had a long road ahead of us, after everything we went through... My habit of focusing more on the people I love really hasn't faded.
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He wants, painfully so, to make that right again. To keep his promises now.
Akira's words still hurt more. Focusing more on the people you love, even if you hurt yourself... Is this what Kurama is doing to them? Does it hurt Akira and Goro this way, when he neglects himself for them?]
But we can't be happy, if you're suffering...
[Kurama's eyes are on his and Akira's joined hands, but they lack their usual sharp focus.]