we never had a choice; this world has too much noise

[beguiledcard]

Who: Goro Akechi, Akira Kurusu, and Kurama
What: A date!
When: Feb. 27th
Where: Room 8
Warnings: mentions of suicide, murder, survivor's guilt, depression, PTSD

[ Valentine's Day had helped clear his head considerably...

Unfortunately, by the next day, his mind was back to the first day - Kurama overhearing one of Akira's darkest thoughts being shared with Prompto, the promise that he'd sit and have another talk with both boyfriends, attempted reassurances...

Things have been tense for him since then, but he's been doing what he'd said he needed to wait for the talk for; he's been sorting his thoughts, clearing his head the best he could... It hasn't been any definition of simple, but he's managed to prepare himself more than he was prepared for a talk of this nature.

And... maybe it's time to reveal the rest of the secrets - things only the people from his own timeline know about, in full detail. He's sure Goro has managed to make some guesses...

But... in any case, he's asked the two to meet him in room 8. He'll be lying down on the bed, feet on the floor, hands in pockets. It'll be immediately clear the meeting isn't for anything good - heh, but... they should already be aware it won't be. Today was the deadline, after all. ]

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[foolishjustice]

Besides, there's more to being helpful than directly Erasing Noise.

[He takes Akira's hand firmly in his own and lifts it to his cheek. He knows very well what it is to feel helpless, to feel like you aren't doing enough. It's so easy to fall into that pit of thinking that you have to be able to do everything by yourself, and that anything you can't do is a personal failing. It's caused him no end of stress in his own life.]

Your power might not be able to do damage, but you can still protect us. Your vortex can intercept or prevent attacks, after all. It can even save us energy by gathering multiple enemies together into a single target. You're not at all useless without the powers we have.

[beguiledcard]

[ The last words out of Kurama's mouth have a mixture of emotions appearing on Akira's face.

Last time he heard that out of the redhead's mouth... Heh. His smile doesn't quite reach his eyes, but it is appreciative all the same. After holding a blink, he nods. Every part of him appreciates their words, and he nods. He places a kiss on both Kurama and Goro's cheeks, respectively - he has to lower his hand just a bit on the latter's cheek to manage it.

His thumb brushes over the skin beneath it afterwards. ]

All of that is the reason I fought so hard against what I was feeling. I knew, logically, that the ability I was given is useful... and yet...

[ A heavy sigh escapes. ]

I knew we had a long road ahead of us, after everything we went through... My habit of focusing more on the people I love really hasn't faded.

[byanyother_name]

[He knows, gods does he know, how terrible the last time was. Both in what they went through before it, and in the choices Kurama made afterward. He'd broken that promise to Akira, to be there when he was needed.

He wants, painfully so, to make that right again. To keep his promises now.

Akira's words still hurt more. Focusing more on the people you love, even if you hurt yourself... Is this what Kurama is doing to them? Does it hurt Akira and Goro this way, when he neglects himself for them?]

But we can't be happy, if you're suffering...

[Kurama's eyes are on his and Akira's joined hands, but they lack their usual sharp focus.]