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Izunia Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] founderinglight) wrote in [community profile] phantasmalrift2018-05-09 08:50 pm

and the hope of morning

Who: Izunia and you! And a kitty. (First prompt closed to Ardyn)
What: TWIN FIGHT TWIN FIGHT and general catchall. And a kitty.
When: Twinfight: Morning of Tues the 1st. Everything else, whenever whenever after that.
Where: The beach; around the Station
Warnings: All the hecking warnings on the twinfight.

Closed to Ardyn

[It takes some time to find his brother; as a result, people might see Izunia doing the "think murder and walk" thing for a half an hour or so around the Station before he concludes that Ardyn isn't there and heads elsewhere. Those with a careful eye will notice more than just his stance being different; he's clean-shaven and decked out in full black coat and boots, including a black tricorn hat with an impressive plume and a bird skull of some sort attached to it. If the growing heat of the mid-to-late morning bothers him, it's hard to tell.

Those who are more used to the casually-dressed, laid-back man usually seen around the Station could well be surprised to see this side of him. Today, the Founder King walks.

And so it is eventually out of the Station that he roams, and there spots the figure down on the beach from the cliffside. A thrown dagger hits the sand, leaving behind it the blue trail of a very long warp, and Izunia plucks it from the sand before crossing the last few yards to his brother.]


Ardyn. If you have some time, might I have a word?

[menacing]

May 2-4, aka the Heat Wave, around the Station

[Come the heat wave itself, however, Izunia is dressed at least a little more practically for the weather, though still in teeshirts and black pants. He can be found in all his usual places - the low-numbers kitchen, the deck, and the library - during the day, as well as sitting in the Annex underlevel on a blanket to enjoy the breeze in the cooler underground cavern. He's not completely immune to heat, only mostly.

Those who hang around the outside of the station at night, when things have cooled off a little more, will find him either on the deck still or out on the sand behind the stables, working with some sort of light magic as he turns it into different colors from his usual blue, and, eventually, into the shapes of letters and simple symbols. It seems like he's having quite a bit of fun, at least.]


Also May 2-4, also around the Station but more common room/kitchens/his room

[What's that sound? What's that flash in the corner of your eye?

It's a cat - the size of a full grown feline already, though her proportions mark her as not yet an adult - with a dark blue collar and a ringing bell.

And she is having the zoomies around the residential floor after escaping her dad's room. Nyoom, off she goes!

Or perhaps you're sitting in the kitchens or the common room when she finally wears herself out a bit, and you've been approached for Pettings, Please. Or perhaps you have food. Or perhaps your shoelaces have just become her new toy in place of randomly zooming around.

However it is you encounter this fluffy little monster, you can be sure that Izunia is not too far behind, led by the sound of her bell.]


May 5th, Night

[Once the heat wave breaks, it's finally time to make use of one of the Station's new features. With all the windows open to the breeze and the sound of the storm, Izunia is sprawled out in the hot tub in a pair of black trunks and nothing else. The way his head is tipped back, it's easy to mistake him for asleep, but the sound of someone else arriving makes him glance in the direction of the door. It's still fairly easy to tell him apart from Ardyn, though, if you know what to look for - blue eyes, still clean-shaven, and a black tattoo on his chest, the majority of it blurred by the bubbling water except for the two crows flying highest in the direction of his neck.]

Evening.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[Well...that at least made sense. They both hand a hangup or two, where that was concerned.]

I don't use it anymore. I still have it--at least I presume I do--but I haven't utilized it since we had our powers returned to us. I don't think I could unless there were no other option.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
The others would probably kill me if I tried and it wasn't the most dire situation imaginable. I'd not hear the end of it from Leonard, at the absolute least.
Edited 2018-05-11 12:59 (UTC)
burninglight: (in a carousel of agony)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
...I didn’t want you to know. It wasn’t yours to bear, I can remember that much. I didn’t even want any of them to know, but Leonard and Junpei figured it out and cornered me.
Edited 2018-05-11 13:16 (UTC)
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I thought myself Chosen. What was I to do but bear it alone, rather than shoulder you or any other with the same burden when it would do naught to help? What I was doing...it was for the sake of a world with less suffering. If you and Gil truly knew the price of it—that’s something I would not have been able to bear.
burninglight: (slipping through the cracks)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I’m not Noctis, I never was, and I’m never going to be. That’s unfair and you know it.

[Ardyn sighed, running a hand through his hair.]

...I’m trying. I’ve never really lied to any of them, and on the rare occasions I haven’t been completely honest I’ve always come forward about it and apologized. I don’t keep secrets from them and we rely on each other when we need to. I’m not that self-sacrificing idiot anymore, or at least I don’t want to be.
burninglight: (suddenly i see that i can't break free)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn’t want you to, you absolute imbecile. I don’t want anyone to die for me amd I don’t want to die for anyone else ever again.

I just...want to live. I want the same for everyone I care about.
burninglight: (with no hope of release)

cw: suicidal ideation

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
...I didn’t want to, at first. I just wanted to die and be done with it. But as things went on I realized...there were people worth living for even when living itself is agony more often than not. I promised someone I’d live, so I can’t do anything stupid or self-sacrificing ever again.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

cw: suicidal ideation continued

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-11 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
The more I remembered back in the mansion, the more I just...wanted it to end. I knew it was what I deserved, and I was so tired of existing that I was fully prepared to have the whole thing over with somehow as soon as we were out.

...It started as a stupid joke, you know. An offhand comment after a minor disaster that was hilariously stupid at the time. I told Leonard something to the effect of him having practically been Shield of the King with a group of retainers to match, and the imbecile immediately ran with it. It was just a stupid joke because I knew we were all a band of idiots, but from then on I couldn't talk him out of taking it seriously.

So now here I am, with a set of Glaives who make me happier than I ever remember having been in two millennia. They're the whole reason I'm alive right now, in more ways than one.
burninglight: (then i'll carry on too)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-12 12:22 am (UTC)(link)
...I know.

I-...was able to talk to him, not all that long ago. Multiverse nonsense, it's complicated.
burninglight: (slipping through the cracks)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-12 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
You'll have to get through me first.
burninglight: (ever on and on i continue)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-12 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
He probably thought you beyond sense somewhere around the thirteenth or fourteenth ritual execution, you utter idiot. Or worse, thought he'd be next in line if he questioned the newly crowned king.
burninglight: (choosing hope when hope seemed lost)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-12 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not saying you shouldn't be angry.

I'm saying that any problem you have with Gilgamesh is one you have with me.
burninglight: (ever on and on i continue)

[personal profile] burninglight 2018-05-12 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
I don't care. He left you because you godsdamned deserved it at that point, and you know it.

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