I didn't. The guilty part of me says that I should have, that if I really cared then I would have just known without being told... But that's stupid and I'm not listening to it anymore.

I didn't have any reason to doubt what I was told. For who would doubt the gods themselves? I was distraught to the point of insanity and being told I had to live instead of following you into that darkness, and it all came out in horrible, twisted ways.

I don't remember clearly enough to say that I never doubted. But I really was convinced it wasn't you. I will swear that on whatever you like.