...Because when you arrived here, I realized that it didn't matter what I said or thought about something myself, I would instantly and without objection take whatever action you said.
And I couldn't stop it. Even though I knew it was irrational, I couldn't stop myself from doing it any more than I could turn back the tide.
And the thought of what might have happened if you were not the you you are now, if the Scourge still had control over your actions and I was still like that
It scared the piss out of me, and I couldn't let it stand.
That's the biggest reason. There's a few more, but most of those are between me and other people and frankly not any of your business.
Also, I didn't drag him into anything, thank you very much, I made the invitation and let him decide on his own like the adult he is.
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And I couldn't stop it. Even though I knew it was irrational, I couldn't stop myself from doing it any more than I could turn back the tide.
And the thought of what might have happened if you were not the you you are now, if the Scourge still had control over your actions and I was still like that
It scared the piss out of me, and I couldn't let it stand.
That's the biggest reason. There's a few more, but most of those are between me and other people and frankly not any of your business.
Also, I didn't drag him into anything, thank you very much, I made the invitation and let him decide on his own like the adult he is.