...Because I have a vengeful streak a mile wide and no better coping mechanisms?

[Self-deprecating but honest???]

Slightly less tangled in my emotional problems, I respond very strongly to physical sensations in general. It's not a matter of hurting me, I'm not concerned about that, I don't think you ever would. It's... trusting you to interrupt my thought patterns when they start to go that way. I'd rather take a smack or two than hurt you any more.

[Izunia.exe is having an error, smack it until it works again.]