[Its own kind of despair, indeed. He looks at Morgana with open horror, distraught.
He doesn't want to believe it. He doesn't want to believe he actually succeeded.
No. No no no no fuck.
Tears well in his eyes. His breath wavers. And finally, his hand comes up to brace against his face, a broken laughter escaping him as tears slip underneath his palm.]
I truly am the scum of the multiverse, aren't I?
[He doesn't even entirely know what the tears are from. Knowledge he'd ruined a child's life? That he had failed in every way he could as a father? Or was it something else?
Had there been a tiny light of something... something inside him for Akechi, for the only son he'd ever gotten to know? For the only family he'd had left?
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He doesn't want to believe it. He doesn't want to believe he actually succeeded.
No. No no no no fuck.
Tears well in his eyes. His breath wavers. And finally, his hand comes up to brace against his face, a broken laughter escaping him as tears slip underneath his palm.]
I truly am the scum of the multiverse, aren't I?
[He doesn't even entirely know what the tears are from. Knowledge he'd ruined a child's life? That he had failed in every way he could as a father? Or was it something else?
Had there been a tiny light of something... something inside him for Akechi, for the only son he'd ever gotten to know? For the only family he'd had left?
The family he'd killed, just like the rest.
Serves him right.]