beguiledcard: (straight to hell)
Akira Kurusu ([personal profile] beguiledcard) wrote in [community profile] phantasmalrift 2018-04-20 02:44 am (UTC)

cw: suicide... /sweats

[ Something flickers in his gaze around the time Prompto admits wanting to stay here.

Conflict.

He shouldn't agree. He shouldn't. But some part of him likes being trapped here with Goro and Kurama. As long as they're trapped here, his boyfriends don't have to get on with their jobs as Composers. As long as they're trapped here, he doesn't have to think about the fact that he's decided to join them in Composer status. He doesn't have to think about voluntarily dying.

While he's here... he's a normal teenager, for as close to the definition he can get. Here, he's Akira Kurusu, the guy dating two other guys. Here, they're able to work on learning / remembering what true happiness feels like.. ]


I know I can't offer much, since I haven't walked in your shoes... [ but he can offer... friendship?? would that help? ] ... But you're not alone.

[ This is as close as he'll be getting to shoving his feelings out there, especially given how that uh... one slip-up went? ]

We're thinking time might be frozen, back home, while we're here. And, ever since Kurama mentioned that's a possibility, I've been even less eager to go back. [ glancing back to Prompto ] Don't get me wrong; while I'm here, I do miss my friends.

[ Reeeeluctantly: ]

It's just that having to explain why I'm so different from the guy they knew isn't exactly at the top of my eager-to-do list.

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